I always get, what I ever wished. I am grateful that God has blessed me but there is a strange humane behavior happens to me that is after being my wish fulfilled I begin to crave for more, I begin to complain what I get, it feels it’s not enough as if I can do even more better but all of sudden I realize this is what I wanted at one time that was my wish to be reach in that particular position but then I face lack of satisfaction. I have become more selfish and ungrateful. It give me a second’s joy. I use to think if that’s not going to make happen then what will? My brain is Avaricious but the heart is screaming because of this complaining nature of mine maybe . While being suffering in the state of ungratefulness all I have till now will be lost someday.